"I will always be over-weight no matter what"

I was just about heading out to the airport when I stumbled accross an article

In a new interview with People magazine, the fifth season runner-up reveals that she struggled with severe bulimia for five years, bingeing, and purging in a destructive cycle that could have permanently ruined her singing voice and caused devastating consequences to her health.

At her worst, McPhee says she was making herself vomit up to seven times each day, which she equates to "putting a sledgehammer to your vocal cords."

But all that changed once the 22-year-old aspiring singer got the go-ahead from the Idol judges, and realized that in order to succeed on the talent search, she would need to rein in her eating disorder.

"When I made it onto American Idol, I knew that food--my eating disorder--was the one thing really holding me back," McPhee tells People. "I was bingeing my whole life away for days at a time...So when I got on the show, I said, 'You know what? I can do well in this competition. Let me give myself a chance and just get ahold of this thing.'"

Backed up by her parents, frequent Idol audience members Peisha and Daniel McPhee, the Idol hopeful enrolled in an intensive treatment program at Los Angeles's Eating Disorder Center Of California, where she underwent three months of group and individual therapy, spending 10 hours a day, six days a week at the center.

"I really had to surrender and give up having a free life to do the program, because I'd be there from 9 in the morning until 7 at night," McPhee says. But she knew the sacrifice was necessary if she wanted to get well.

"I knew I had put off going to a treatment center long enough--I'd been struggling with bulimia since I was 17," she says.

McPhee attributes some of her problems with food to growing up in a city where tremendous emphasis is placed on celebrity-slim bodies.

"Growing up in Los Angeles and spending all those years in dance class, I'd been conscious of body image at a young age, and I went through phases of exercising compulsively and starving myself," she says.

By using the intuitive eating approach she learned at the Eating Disorder Center, McPhee was eventually able to redefine her relationship to food.

"I learned that there's no such thing as a bad food," she says. "If you look at a doughnut, people think it's a fattening food--why? Because if you eat it you'll get fat? No, you'll get fat if you eat 10 doughnuts."

As a result, she dropped 30 pounds and broke her cycle of bingeing and purging.
"That's why I say American Idol saved my life, because if I hadn't auditioned I don't think I would have gotten a handle on food," she tells the magazine.

By openly talking about her eating disorder, McPhee stands to help fans who may be struggling with similar issues, according to Dr. Thomas Weigel, a psychiatrist at the Klarman Eating Disorders Center at McLean Hospital in Belmont, Massachusetts. - Taken from Yahoo! News

As stated in the article, it took American Idol to give a wake up call for Miss McPhee. What is it gonna take for others? Should you judge a girl's beauty through her weight?

I'm beginning to think that this might be a common life phase a female has to go through, no offence, I'm not trying to make any claims, that's just my opinion. I've had a couple of friends who've actually suffered from bulimia and the reason, they explained, was because they were not satisfied with their physical appearance. They claimed to be fat no matter how easily the wind disregarded to their claim. And it almost cost them their lives to just realize that there was nothing wrong with their physical appearance. There was nothing I could do or say to actually help.

In my opinion, it is always comparison that drives someone to do something that is out of the norm just to satisfy themself. I think that anyone for that matter should be confident over what they are capable of, not what they're capable of looking. What do you think? I thought that America chose to vote for Katherine due to the fact that she could sing very well, not that she was drop dead gorgeous. Look at Fantasia.

What would you do? Do you have any friends who have the same problem? Did you go through an experience like this?